Wish you really really felt for me.....A diary of futile yearnings

I have been through this before....at least a couple of times or probably more....and every time I bounced back....because I just had to move on...I just had to prove it to myself...

This time its difficult....this time I am scared..this time I am feeling lonely...because this time i am not alone...this time I am carrying you with me..its you who is more important...probably always you.....And that is why I feel much more scared than I ever felt before.....but what they say........

"Courage is about doing what you're afraid to do. There can be no courage unless you're scared." 


Miss you......